So first off I have to say a big Happy Birthday to two of my good friends..Shawn.. and Ken.. I hope you both have an amazing birthday.. you deserve the world!
Now.. onto other issues..
July 11, 2009.. my 11th anniversary.. wow.. 11 years of what? A Happy Marriage?
what a joke this was.. you must be kidding me.. right?? 11 years of torment.. lies and deceipt..distrust..abandonment..betrayal..infidelity.. should I continue..you left me at the hospital alone when I had my surgery.. but whats worse.. is that I can't get mad.. I can't say it's over.. but I can say this.. I will get what's rightfully mine.. and legally mine..
I'm no angel.. and I'm not playing the victim here trust me.. there are no victims here.. but.. I will say that you are one of the meanest, emotionally and spiritually dead individuals I have ever met..you need to get some help.. apparently you have had these issues all your life and although your display of Stoicism is wonderful.. I know deep down you are a scared little child.. it's ashame that your parents didn't show you how to love.. how to accept love and furthermore.. how to be a respectful human being.. and although I'm sure you know way more than I think you do.. your no different than I am..
p.s. you can keep all your money you hid from me as well.. it'll all come out in the end.. and If I were you.. I'd be worried.. and we all know you can't run from karma forever..
The only decent thing you did do for me is buy me this ring.. so here's to you my friend..you can take the house.. the bills.. the birds.. I don't care..I'm over you as I have been.. it just took me a while to get here..
This picture was taken by Zac Thomas and I think it's really an amazing picture although he refuses to acknowledge it.. it's a great picture of one amazing thing.. I guess this picture says it all.. one amazing item alone in the middle of the woods on a rotting tree.. Like I was...
Peace!
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Anniversary? What??
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DeAnn - I've been reading for about 4 months. Time to dump this relationship, go back home and be happy. Get a job first and then head on back to Ashville (gorgeous place for sure). You will maintain the friendships you have made here in California and can come back to visit. Don't waste another minute of your life with someone who doesn't love you and cheats on you. Not worth it on any level, no way, no how.
Thank you so much for your kind words.. and thank you for reading.. I didn't think anyone read my blog in detail.. I am in the process of securing a job.. but it's still up in the air. Asheville's a great place to live..but the job market is tight. I will return. I need to return.. I will miss California.. alot..
Thank you.. again.. for reading.. it means alot to me..
DeAnn - you don't show an email or I'd just email you. You write so well about your troubles and the good stuff too. I'm sure lots of people are reading it that you will never ever guess! I live north of L.A. - so not so very far from you. Just trust your gut. You might not like what it says, but it's ALWAYS right!
I don't even know what to say........except I'm sorry :(
I so don't want you to go. But I want you to be happy, and if that means going then I will support you. I will help you pack and if you should need a big strong man to move heavy items, Joe will help too. <3
But I'll totally be crying in the car on the way home. :(
That was supposed to be a heart where that 3 was. Not sure why that didn't work.........
Thanks you guys.. this means the world to me.. and thanks Brendakit for your compliments on my writing.. you made my day...i'll try to put my email address somewhere.. and Michelle.. I can't even think of leaving.. I hate goodbyes..I'll be hysterical...
be strong girl... ull be just fine. u have so many ppl that love and support u, both in CA & NC...and OH! hehe happy blackberry btw! xoxo
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